Variation on a Theme: Correspondence

You see me crying, curled up in a ball on the floor.  I want you to come to me.  I want you to tell me I’m pathetic.  I want you to look me in the eyes and lie to me.  Tell me you don’t wish I was never born.  Don’t lie.  Admit it.  You wish you could unmake me.  Because if I don’t hear that, I won’t listen to you anymore. Because I understand.  Because I know what you are feeling.  Because I’ve always wanted to not exist, to vanish.

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