Monthly Archives: October 2009

Numb. Numb. Numb Myself Down

Numb. Numb. Numb myself. Numb myself down. I have to try harder. I don’t want to feel anymore. I don’t want these voices floating from my floors, anymore. No more. I want to sleep, to be unconscious. No more thinking. No more. No more. I’m so exhausted with thoughts. No more crying to dehydration. No more feelings at all. I’ve numbed myself, finally. I’m staying in bed. I don’t need the world, anymore. I don’t need your kindness, your love, or  your pity, anymore. No more of any of that at all. No more. Just leave me in darkness, in bed, alone, to numb myself, numb myself, numb myself down , finally, to turn my self completely off. Numb. So, I won’t your problem, anymore.

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